You're absolutely right SPA.. A background check ..even on his pet..lol..

Thank you..And, no one will ever have it again..("the wheel"..)
Am driving this life my own way...And, thanx to some good friends too..it helped..

		spapad wrote:
		Big Internet HIGH FIVE on that one my Lady! It feels good to feel like you "have the wheel" in your hands, and no one else's.      LadyBathory9 wrote: I'm glad for you SPA... We feel good after we're in peace with ourself...i am... Never felt this before..always chaos...I see different opportunities that is openin for me...and, of course like u..i wont look back either...METAL FOREVER!!!      spapad wrote: I know what you mean. sometimes music can help to motivate you to do things you forgot about. I was in a dead place a few years back, felt old, tired, raising Flora seemed hard,I was depressed,  I was lost. Then I broke out my metal. My X husband hated the stuff, but I got sick of his greek basuki music too, but I got back to my metal heart, got moving, and never looked back.       LadyBathory9 wrote: I'm listening to it right now...Slow Down...sometimes it only takes one song to let u think about what ur doing wrong with ur life and make it up good again...Silent Screams had done it for me..      spapad wrote: I know exactly how you feel, it's one of my favorites because it means something to me. The other one that rings a bell with me, (hell, they all do) but, I do love "Slow Down"          Halford      LadyBathory9 wrote: HI! SPA...This song represent to me now what it means to have ur life back.... with no regrets...i'll cherish this song forever...goin'  nostalgic now...      spapad wrote: That is one of the greatest songs ever written as far as I'm concerned. Love it!      LadyBathory9 wrote: Finally am in Peace with myself...  Thanx to this song... SILENT SCREAMS [Halford/Marlette] Look at me I'm chasing After dreams left in the storm What I am is all That really matters now That lies are gone - That lies are gone, All the lies are gone, The lies are gone. Tempting fate and losing Friends along the way I loved No regrets I'm standing With a needle in my heart - Needle in my heart, Needle in my heart, Needle in my heart. You'll never know My life means everything Still I scream because There's nothing left to do until the end. The world goes on With all that I've become And still I scream inside For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed. Nothing's changed at all The truth is like a chain Heaven's calling me The place that I belong Killing pain - Killing pain. Close my eyes a million faces Get inside my mind. Take a breath and fill my troubled Soul with all mankind. Killing pain - Killing pain, I'm killing pain, Killing pain. The world goes on With all that I've become. And still I scream inside For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed... The man in black I'm coming back to spew my evil hate. My crown of horns and bloody thorns I'll dig up what you fear. I am the shape that's in your room that watches over you. I am the needle in your heart - your disillusioned God. I am God, I am fate, I am all the sins you make, yeah - hate. I am black, I am white, I am the blood upon the knife, yeah - hate. Since time began I made a vow to drag you underground; To steal your soul of purity and watch you waste away. I am pure, I am right, I'm the God that makes you fight, yeah - hate. I am life, I am death, I will steal your final breath, yeah - hate. I prey upon your brocken dreams your weakness gives me strength. I'm laughing at your silent screams I'll crush you with my hate. You take it all And face the fear that's here Until the Silence Screams it leaves you with no choice to carry on. You'll never fall When all is said and done The only Scream is here The journey never ends - it's just begun... The lies that never learned The needles in my heart And things will never change So everytime I scream I'm killing pain.

I'm glad for you SPA... We feel good after we're in peace with ourself...i am...
Never felt this before..always chaos...I see different opportunities that is openin for me...and, of course like u..i wont look back either...METAL FOREVER!!!

		spapad wrote:
		I know what you mean. sometimes music can help to motivate you to do things you forgot about. I was in a dead place a few years back, felt old, tired, raising Flora seemed hard,I was depressed,  I was lost. Then I broke out my metal. My X husband hated the stuff, but I got sick of his greek basuki music too, but I got back to my metal heart, got moving, and never looked back.       LadyBathory9 wrote: I'm listening to it right now...Slow Down...sometimes it only takes one song to let u think about what ur doing wrong with ur life and make it up good again...Silent Screams had done it for me..      spapad wrote: I know exactly how you feel, it's one of my favorites because it means something to me. The other one that rings a bell with me, (hell, they all do) but, I do love "Slow Down"          Halford      LadyBathory9 wrote: HI! SPA...This song represent to me now what it means to have ur life back.... with no regrets...i'll cherish this song forever...goin'  nostalgic now...      spapad wrote: That is one of the greatest songs ever written as far as I'm concerned. Love it!      LadyBathory9 wrote: Finally am in Peace with myself...  Thanx to this song... SILENT SCREAMS [Halford/Marlette] Look at me I'm chasing After dreams left in the storm What I am is all That really matters now That lies are gone - That lies are gone, All the lies are gone, The lies are gone. Tempting fate and losing Friends along the way I loved No regrets I'm standing With a needle in my heart - Needle in my heart, Needle in my heart, Needle in my heart. You'll never know My life means everything Still I scream because There's nothing left to do until the end. The world goes on With all that I've become And still I scream inside For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed. Nothing's changed at all The truth is like a chain Heaven's calling me The place that I belong Killing pain - Killing pain. Close my eyes a million faces Get inside my mind. Take a breath and fill my troubled Soul with all mankind. Killing pain - Killing pain, I'm killing pain, Killing pain. The world goes on With all that I've become. And still I scream inside For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed... The man in black I'm coming back to spew my evil hate. My crown of horns and bloody thorns I'll dig up what you fear. I am the shape that's in your room that watches over you. I am the needle in your heart - your disillusioned God. I am God, I am fate, I am all the sins you make, yeah - hate. I am black, I am white, I am the blood upon the knife, yeah - hate. Since time began I made a vow to drag you underground; To steal your soul of purity and watch you waste away. I am pure, I am right, I'm the God that makes you fight, yeah - hate. I am life, I am death, I will steal your final breath, yeah - hate. I prey upon your brocken dreams your weakness gives me strength. I'm laughing at your silent screams I'll crush you with my hate. You take it all And face the fear that's here Until the Silence Screams it leaves you with no choice to carry on. You'll never fall When all is said and done The only Scream is here The journey never ends - it's just begun... The lies that never learned The needles in my heart And things will never change So everytime I scream I'm killing pain.

I'm listening to it right now...Slow Down...sometimes it only takes one song to let u think about what ur doing wrong with ur life and make it up good again...Silent Screams had done it for me..

		spapad wrote:
		I know exactly how you feel, it's one of my favorites because it means something to me. The other one that rings a bell with me, (hell, they all do) but, I do love "Slow Down"          Halford      LadyBathory9 wrote: HI! SPA...This song represent to me now what it means to have ur life back.... with no regrets...i'll cherish this song forever...goin'  nostalgic now...      spapad wrote: That is one of the greatest songs ever written as far as I'm concerned. Love it!      LadyBathory9 wrote: Finally am in Peace with myself...  Thanx to this song... SILENT SCREAMS [Halford/Marlette] Look at me I'm chasing After dreams left in the storm What I am is all That really matters now That lies are gone - That lies are gone, All the lies are gone, The lies are gone. Tempting fate and losing Friends along the way I loved No regrets I'm standing With a needle in my heart - Needle in my heart, Needle in my heart, Needle in my heart. You'll never know My life means everything Still I scream because There's nothing left to do until the end. The world goes on With all that I've become And still I scream inside For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed. Nothing's changed at all The truth is like a chain Heaven's calling me The place that I belong Killing pain - Killing pain. Close my eyes a million faces Get inside my mind. Take a breath and fill my troubled Soul with all mankind. Killing pain - Killing pain, I'm killing pain, Killing pain. The world goes on With all that I've become. And still I scream inside For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed... The man in black I'm coming back to spew my evil hate. My crown of horns and bloody thorns I'll dig up what you fear. I am the shape that's in your room that watches over you. I am the needle in your heart - your disillusioned God. I am God, I am fate, I am all the sins you make, yeah - hate. I am black, I am white, I am the blood upon the knife, yeah - hate. Since time began I made a vow to drag you underground; To steal your soul of purity and watch you waste away. I am pure, I am right, I'm the God that makes you fight, yeah - hate. I am life, I am death, I will steal your final breath, yeah - hate. I prey upon your brocken dreams your weakness gives me strength. I'm laughing at your silent screams I'll crush you with my hate. You take it all And face the fear that's here Until the Silence Screams it leaves you with no choice to carry on. You'll never fall When all is said and done The only Scream is here The journey never ends - it's just begun... The lies that never learned The needles in my heart And things will never change So everytime I scream I'm killing pain.

HI! SPA...This song represent to me now what it means to have ur life back.... with no regrets...i'll cherish this song forever...goin'  nostalgic now...

		spapad wrote:
		That is one of the greatest songs ever written as far as I'm concerned. Love it!      LadyBathory9 wrote: Finally am in Peace with myself...  Thanx to this song... SILENT SCREAMS [Halford/Marlette] Look at me I'm chasing After dreams left in the storm What I am is all That really matters now That lies are gone - That lies are gone, All the lies are gone, The lies are gone. Tempting fate and losing Friends along the way I loved No regrets I'm standing With a needle in my heart - Needle in my heart, Needle in my heart, Needle in my heart. You'll never know My life means everything Still I scream because There's nothing left to do until the end. The world goes on With all that I've become And still I scream inside For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed. Nothing's changed at all The truth is like a chain Heaven's calling me The place that I belong Killing pain - Killing pain. Close my eyes a million faces Get inside my mind. Take a breath and fill my troubled Soul with all mankind. Killing pain - Killing pain, I'm killing pain, Killing pain. The world goes on With all that I've become. And still I scream inside For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed... The man in black I'm coming back to spew my evil hate. My crown of horns and bloody thorns I'll dig up what you fear. I am the shape that's in your room that watches over you. I am the needle in your heart - your disillusioned God. I am God, I am fate, I am all the sins you make, yeah - hate. I am black, I am white, I am the blood upon the knife, yeah - hate. Since time began I made a vow to drag you underground; To steal your soul of purity and watch you waste away. I am pure, I am right, I'm the God that makes you fight, yeah - hate. I am life, I am death, I will steal your final breath, yeah - hate. I prey upon your brocken dreams your weakness gives me strength. I'm laughing at your silent screams I'll crush you with my hate. You take it all And face the fear that's here Until the Silence Screams it leaves you with no choice to carry on. You'll never fall When all is said and done The only Scream is here The journey never ends - it's just begun... The lies that never learned The needles in my heart And things will never change So everytime I scream I'm killing pain.

Finally am in Peace with myself...  Thanx to this song...

SILENT SCREAMS

[Halford/Marlette]

Look at me I'm chasing
After dreams left in the storm
What I am is all
That really matters now
That lies are gone -
That lies are gone,
All the lies are gone,
The lies are gone.

Tempting fate and losing
Friends along the way I loved
No regrets
I'm standing
With a needle in my heart -
Needle in my heart,
Needle in my heart,
Needle in my heart.

You'll never know
My life means everything
Still I scream because
There's nothing left to do until the end.

The world goes on
With all that I've become
And still I scream inside
For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed.

Nothing's changed at all
The truth is like a chain
Heaven's calling me
The place that I belong
Killing pain -
Killing pain.

Close my eyes a million faces
Get inside my mind.
Take a breath and fill my troubled
Soul with all mankind.
Killing pain -
Killing pain,
I'm killing pain,
Killing pain.

The world goes on
With all that I've become.
And still I scream inside
For all the pain I've taken hasn't changed...

The man in black
I'm coming back to spew my evil hate.
My crown of horns and bloody thorns
I'll dig up what you fear.

I am the shape that's in your room that watches over you.
I am the needle in your heart - your disillusioned God.

I am God, I am fate, I am all the sins you make, yeah - hate.
I am black, I am white, I am the blood upon the knife, yeah - hate.

Since time began I made a vow to drag you underground;
To steal your soul of purity and watch you waste away.

I am pure, I am right, I'm the God that makes you fight, yeah - hate.
I am life, I am death, I will steal your final breath, yeah - hate.

I prey upon your brocken dreams your weakness gives me strength.
I'm laughing at your silent screams I'll crush you with my hate.

You take it all
And face the fear that's here
Until the Silence Screams
it leaves you with no choice to carry on.

You'll never fall
When all is said and done
The only Scream is here
The journey never ends - it's just begun...

The lies that never learned
The needles in my heart
And things will never change
So everytime I scream I'm killing pain.

Hellrider, hellrider
You fought their battle for them

Hellrider, hellrider
You bought them through their despair

Hellrider, hellrider
Your tempered steel relinquished

Hellrider, hellrider
You slaught them all extinguished

Smelled your world when you came...

Now I am a victim...

I lie awake, I swim inside you...

She - Halford

She is the one who fills my soul
With grace and dignity so rare
A jewel that shines upon her child
And lifts me to a higher place - a higher place

She sang to me before I breathed
Alive inside she gave me life

I felt her heartbeat as if touching mine
The rhythm stays and never leaves
She smiles and warms the coldest of the days
Her soft caress brings peace and hope

And when I'm gone she's always there
To carry me through troubled times
She held me to her simple truth
That all I need is what she gives

In dreamland where the child still lives
Forever pure in arms of love

In dreamland where the child still lives
Forever pure in arms of love

This virtue leaves tranquility
As ever radiant it's always light
Her laughter drifts across a thousand miles
And takes me back to innocence

SO, SO YOU THINK YOU CAN TELL
HEAVEN FROM HELL
BLUE SKIES FROM PAIN
CAN YOU TELL A GREEN FIELD
FROM A COLD STEEL RAIL?.
A SMILE FROM A VEIL?
DO YOU THINK YOU CAN TELL?
AND DID THEY GET YOU TO TRADE
YOUR HEROES FOR GHOSTS?
HOT ASHES FOR TREES?
HOT AIR FOR A COOL BREEZE?
COLD COMFORT FOR CHANGE?


AND DID YOU EXCHANGE
A WALK FOR A PART IN THE WAR
FOR A LEAD ROLE IN A CAGE?

HOW I WISH, HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE
WE´RE JUST TWO LOST SOULS
SWIMMING A FISH BOWL
YEAR AFTER YEAR.
RUNNING OVER THE
SAME OLD GROUND.
WHAT HAVE WE FOUND?
THE SAME OLD FEARS.
WISH YOU WERE HERE.

Sorry, I was to fast as I have posted the lyrics first.
So here's the correct version.

Als ich fortging

Als ich fortging war die Straße steil - kehr' wieder um.
Nimm an Ihrem Kummer teil, mach Sie heil.
Als ich fortging war der Asphalt heiß - kehr' wieder um.
Red' Ihr aus um jeden Preis, was Sie weiß.

Nichts ist unendlich, so sieh das doch ein.
Ich weiß Du willst unendlich sein, schwach und klein.
Feuer brennt nieder, wenn's keiner mehr nährt.
Kenn' ja selber was Dir heut' widerfährt.

Als ich fortging war'n die Arme leer - kehr' wieder um.
Mach's Ihr leichter einmal mehr, nicht so schwer.
Als ich fortging kam ein Wind so schwach - warf mich nicht um.
Unter Ihrem Tränendach war ich schwach.

Nichts ist unendlich, so sieh das doch ein.
Ich weiß Du willst unendlich sein, schwach und klein.
Nichts ist von Dauer, was keiner recht will.
Auch die Trauer wird dasein, schwach und klein.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y4N4LZgf1iI