[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 10:15:14 AM | |
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I slept away depressive and without any motivation -
I must force myself to be happy - to wear a
painted smile.. :-) I try to think positive for my love.. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 10:11:14 AM | |
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I have to hide and to cry my tears now cause in
one hour I must be happy and to force myself
to go out lucky to the Eistraum for my Oli boy. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 10:03:46 AM | |
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I am not ashamed and embarrassed to talk about
all official... I am missing Oli's childhood -
we had always lots of fun and I've wanted to have
one more baby, sheltered under my wings in my nest from
my love who really wants and loves us. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:56:00 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:55:30 AM | |
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I have not ment to hurt anyone just to talk about
my feelings and to work all out - I just need real
true love - what I would be able to give but only
to the love of my life - it's fucking hurts so much...
don't mind about...I am just human no robot....
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JlUDOFpiAEk |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:44:29 AM | |
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I will aprecciate everything what positive happens
to me now. You cannot force anything just take it
like it is ~ I have had only one wish.. tja all comes
in another way as we think can think about.
I am used to get hurt. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:40:30 AM | |
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I am shocked and very disappointed ~
I have learned about it is wrong to have dreams and hopes.
If you have no dreams and hopes you cannot be
disappointed and hurted no more. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:35:32 AM | |
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Someone who is here for him except me..
he asks about someone.. dunno whatta say..
I thought wrong. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:33:06 AM | |
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I thought he could have a dad who is proud of him
and plays with him... |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:31:13 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:30:07 AM | |
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I am gonna go now there ~ I MUST GO ~
it is very hard and not easy to go out with
depressions ~ but I try to go.. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:27:58 AM | |
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I have to force myself to go to the Eistraum for
the last weekend now.
THIS firework behind the Rathaus what you can
see on the pic ~ it was when Oliver was small ~
it was a few years ago when we went together
really often there and we were skating for hours
a day on the Ice Dream ~ it was always a lot of
fun and very nice. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 4:59:46 AM | |
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Brave heart ----
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9AN04imFDK8 |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 2:24:34 AM | |
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Your hard shell is just a shelter - you are very sensitive and soft inside. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 2:14:26 AM | |
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I am holding you tight to me in my hands every evening when I go to bed and every
morning when I wake up <3<3 |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 1:43:58 AM | |
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It is no mistake to defend to shelter to wait and
to fight for your love. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 1:42:17 AM | |
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It is no mistake to miss and to long for your love.
I have promised my love to think positive and I do. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 12:34:26 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 3:01:32 PM | |
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What a feeling - my dream - so I want to meet my love after dancing ---
https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=atrqRDgEhsY ---
I will never stop dreaming and hoping about... |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 8:31:03 AM | |
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Sometimes I feel like Aschenputtel ---
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Dyl_nW2n528 |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:54:33 AM | |
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I still feel sick but I force myself to go out to the
Eistraum the last 3 days. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:41:17 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XFkzRNyygfk |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:30:16 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VuTVKO0RScI |
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