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| [spapad] Wednesday, March 03, 2010 4:03:01 PM | |
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Many Hugs to you Ellieke!
The only thing that matters now is your family and Yolientje's recovery. Stay the strong beutiful woman you are and know we all want everything to work out, and we keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Ellieke from Wednesday, March 03, 2010 10:53:26 AM)| |  | Ellieke wrote: | | Hi everybody,
Thank you all for the nice support!!!! I'm having a realy difficult time organizing everything but mostly accepting the fact that one of our angels has cancer.
I'm truely sorry that I didn't replay sooner but I do read everything you nice and caring people write.
I'm finally home from 7 days of hospital and I'm glad to be home with my other baby's.
Everyday we need to drive 150km to go to the hospital and yesterday we needed to stay over for one night.
She's doing very well but we aren't there yet. The first 7 monds are the hardest but we won't give in!!
We do have 14 days of rest now but only because she's getting very heavy chemo so she needs some rest to.
Anyway, I'm didn't forget you all but I'm so busy all the time getting everything and everyone ready.
Love you all and thank you again for the loving support !!!!
XXXX |
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| [HOT ROCKIN' METAL GODDESS] Wednesday, March 03, 2010 3:54:26 PM | |
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My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. Stay strong and know that we are all here supporting you in your fight. Rest and enjoy your time together, we are all thinking of you.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Ellieke from Wednesday, March 03, 2010 10:53:26 AM)| | | Ellieke wrote: | | Hi everybody,
Thank you all for the nice support!!!! I'm having a realy difficult time organizing everything but mostly accepting the fact that one of our angels has cancer.
I'm truely sorry that I didn't replay sooner but I do read everything you nice and caring people write.
I'm finally home from 7 days of hospital and I'm glad to be home with my other baby's.
Everyday we need to drive 150km to go to the hospital and yesterday we needed to stay over for one night.
She's doing very well but we aren't there yet. The first 7 monds are the hardest but we won't give in!!
We do have 14 days of rest now but only because she's getting very heavy chemo so she needs some rest to.
Anyway, I'm didn't forget you all but I'm so busy all the time getting everything and everyone ready.
Love you all and thank you again for the loving support !!!!
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| [Becks] Wednesday, March 03, 2010 12:34:53 PM | |
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Don't apologise for not being here Koen, I think I can speak for everyone when I say it's completely understandable - your place is with your family right now. Thank you for updating us, sending love and best wishes your families way.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Ellieke from Wednesday, March 03, 2010 10:53:26 AM)| | | Ellieke wrote: | | Hi everybody,
Thank you all for the nice support!!!! I'm having a realy difficult time organizing everything but mostly accepting the fact that one of our angels has cancer.
I'm truely sorry that I didn't replay sooner but I do read everything you nice and caring people write.
I'm finally home from 7 days of hospital and I'm glad to be home with my other baby's.
Everyday we need to drive 150km to go to the hospital and yesterday we needed to stay over for one night.
She's doing very well but we aren't there yet. The first 7 monds are the hardest but we won't give in!!
We do have 14 days of rest now but only because she's getting very heavy chemo so she needs some rest to.
Anyway, I'm didn't forget you all but I'm so busy all the time getting everything and everyone ready.
Love you all and thank you again for the loving support !!!!
XXXX |
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| [Ellieke] Wednesday, March 03, 2010 10:53:26 AM | |
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Hi everybody,
Thank you all for the nice support!!!! I'm having a realy difficult time organizing everything but mostly accepting the fact that one of our angels has cancer.
I'm truely sorry that I didn't replay sooner but I do read everything you nice and caring people write.
I'm finally home from 7 days of hospital and I'm glad to be home with my other baby's.
Everyday we need to drive 150km to go to the hospital and yesterday we needed to stay over for one night.
She's doing very well but we aren't there yet. The first 7 monds are the hardest but we won't give in!!
We do have 14 days of rest now but only because she's getting very heavy chemo so she needs some rest to.
Anyway, I'm didn't forget you all but I'm so busy all the time getting everything and everyone ready.
Love you all and thank you again for the loving support !!!!
XXXX |
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| [ShadowVT] Friday, February 26, 2010 7:26:49 AM | |
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Hi Deepfreeze and spapad
Thank you for your kind and supporting words, it did me really good to read them during my nightshift and helped me thru the hard hours
Today yolientje has gone back to hospital and they have resumed the treatment with chemo
but she also needed another blood transfusion because it was again falling bellow minimun levels.
hopefully we can continue the treatment because everytime they stop it gives a greater risk that the lukemia cancer can grow again.
let's hope she continues to evolve in the good direction
ps. thanks everybody for the support
we judas fans must stick together no matter what
greets
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| [Nicky007] Wednesday, February 24, 2010 6:29:06 AM | |
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My love and prayers too.
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| [spapad] Tuesday, February 23, 2010 5:41:55 PM | |
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Koen and Elike, so sad to hear this turn of events, but you must stay strong and show her only your best, which I'm sure you do. I shall pray for your family, and pray for a break in the clouds. Surely the darkest of times can bring forth the greatest light. Never give up, stay strong and know we all here hope and pray for the best.
As a parent, I too would feel so helpless, when we are pushed to believe in more than we ever wanted to, that is when we find our inner strength, and find that something extra to keep going. Stay strong and never give up. We are all praying for the best results.
My love and prayers I send to you my dear friends.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:07:38 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Sitting here @ work doing the nightshift, had so much trouble with myself that i wanted to write it down,
it is not good news for the moment, the second fase of the treatment was going good untill last friday
when we went back to hospital for her next treatment we received the news that her bloodcells are in a falling state
and that she is getting to weak to continue with the treatment so they had to do a blood transfussion
we then had to wait untill today to check if they could restart the treatment with chemo
but the result were bad even worse than last friday, our daughter has even been put in a higher risk level for infections and germs
we noticed it yesterday when she got spontanious nosebleeds and her color turned totaly pale.
it's getting to be so hard on everybody and aspecialy yolientje,
sitting here with tears running out of my eyes because the suffering of our daughter is getting to be to much
and now this bad news on top is enough to even brake me down.
pls oh pls let her get better because i don't know what i would do if i would lose her
i hope that nobody else will have to go trough this it is a parents hell
i would give my life to make her better, i know we have to get past this but is sooooo hard
thank you everybody for your support
ShadowVT
Edited at: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:09:06 PM |
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| [hellrider 31038] Tuesday, February 23, 2010 4:15:54 PM | |
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dont lose faith, keep positive.your daugter is in my prayers
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:07:38 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Sitting here @ work doing the nightshift, had so much trouble with myself that i wanted to write it down,
it is not good news for the moment, the second fase of the treatment was going good untill last friday
when we went back to hospital for her next treatment we received the news that her bloodcells are in a falling state
and that she is getting to weak to continue with the treatment so they had to do a blood transfussion
we then had to wait untill today to check if they could restart the treatment with chemo
but the result were bad even worse than last friday, our daughter has even been put in a higher risk level for infections and germs
we noticed it yesterday when she got spontanious nosebleeds and her color turned totaly pale.
it's getting to be so hard on everybody and aspecialy yolientje,
sitting here with tears running out of my eyes because the suffering of our daughter is getting to be to much
and now this bad news on top is enough to even brake me down.
pls oh pls let her get better because i don't know what i would do if i would lose her
i hope that nobody else will have to go trough this it is a parents hell
i would give my life to make her better, i know we have to get past this but is sooooo hard
thank you everybody for your support
ShadowVT
Edited at: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:09:06 PM |
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| [Deep Freeze] Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:54:07 PM | |
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Koen, I know that there are no words that can be said which will magically take away your pain and fright. I know that you and Ellie are in quite likely the most dreadful and heartbreaking situation a parent can possibly face. There is nothing we as mere humans can offer you but our sincere love and support and, in spite of the trolls, imposters and other losers that seem to infiltrate our community from time to time, we are still here. We rise above it all and we are here for you.
I cannot say that I know what you are feeling, because I don't. I cannot say I know that it will all be OK, because I don't. I can actually see the pain in your words and my heart aches for you. No one should have to face such anguish. No one. You can rest assured that, no matter what happens in your lives, we will be here for you. We are here to lend you a "shoulder" to cry on or simply to listen to you. We will always have that for you. Always.
Know that there is so much hope and positive thoughts here for you guys. If I can offer you anything, it would be this;
Disease and health, like circumstances, are rooted in thought. Strong, pure and happy thoughts build up vigor and grace. The body is a delicate instrument which responds readily to the thoughts by which it is impressed. There is no physician like cheerful thought to dissipate the ills of the body. There is no comfort like good will for dispersing the shadows of grief and sorrow. To think well, be cheerful and patiently learn to find the good is to find the portals of heaven. To dwell, day by day, in thoughts of peace and happiness will bring you abounding peace and happiness.
All my very best to you, my dear friend.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:07:38 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Sitting here @ work doing the nightshift, had so much trouble with myself that i wanted to write it down,
it is not good news for the moment, the second fase of the treatment was going good untill last friday
when we went back to hospital for her next treatment we received the news that her bloodcells are in a falling state
and that she is getting to weak to continue with the treatment so they had to do a blood transfussion
we then had to wait untill today to check if they could restart the treatment with chemo
but the result were bad even worse than last friday, our daughter has even been put in a higher risk level for infections and germs
we noticed it yesterday when she got spontanious nosebleeds and her color turned totaly pale.
it's getting to be so hard on everybody and aspecialy yolientje,
sitting here with tears running out of my eyes because the suffering of our daughter is getting to be to much
and now this bad news on top is enough to even brake me down.
pls oh pls let her get better because i don't know what i would do if i would lose her
i hope that nobody else will have to go trough this it is a parents hell
i would give my life to make her better, i know we have to get past this but is sooooo hard
thank you everybody for your support
ShadowVT
Edited at: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:09:06 PM |
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