| [guidogodoy] Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:43:41 PM | |
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My thoughts go out to you and yours as well. VERY sorry to read of the setback and let's hope it just that...a setback.
Please do keep us posted.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:07:38 PM)| |  | ShadowVT wrote: | | Sitting here @ work doing the nightshift, had so much trouble with myself that i wanted to write it down,
it is not good news for the moment, the second fase of the treatment was going good untill last friday
when we went back to hospital for her next treatment we received the news that her bloodcells are in a falling state
and that she is getting to weak to continue with the treatment so they had to do a blood transfussion
we then had to wait untill today to check if they could restart the treatment with chemo
but the result were bad even worse than last friday, our daughter has even been put in a higher risk level for infections and germs
we noticed it yesterday when she got spontanious nosebleeds and her color turned totaly pale.
it's getting to be so hard on everybody and aspecialy yolientje,
sitting here with tears running out of my eyes because the suffering of our daughter is getting to be to much
and now this bad news on top is enough to even brake me down.
pls oh pls let her get better because i don't know what i would do if i would lose her
i hope that nobody else will have to go trough this it is a parents hell
i would give my life to make her better, i know we have to get past this but is sooooo hard
thank you everybody for your support
ShadowVT
Edited at: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:09:06 PM |
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| [J.D. DIAMOND] Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:22:46 PM | |
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My best wishes also ShadowVT,we are all pulling for a strong recovery as well.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:07:38 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Sitting here @ work doing the nightshift, had so much trouble with myself that i wanted to write it down,
it is not good news for the moment, the second fase of the treatment was going good untill last friday
when we went back to hospital for her next treatment we received the news that her bloodcells are in a falling state
and that she is getting to weak to continue with the treatment so they had to do a blood transfussion
we then had to wait untill today to check if they could restart the treatment with chemo
but the result were bad even worse than last friday, our daughter has even been put in a higher risk level for infections and germs
we noticed it yesterday when she got spontanious nosebleeds and her color turned totaly pale.
it's getting to be so hard on everybody and aspecialy yolientje,
sitting here with tears running out of my eyes because the suffering of our daughter is getting to be to much
and now this bad news on top is enough to even brake me down.
pls oh pls let her get better because i don't know what i would do if i would lose her
i hope that nobody else will have to go trough this it is a parents hell
i would give my life to make her better, i know we have to get past this but is sooooo hard
thank you everybody for your support
ShadowVT
Edited at: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:09:06 PM |
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| [Head banger] Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:18:19 PM | |
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best wishes, take care.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:07:38 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Sitting here @ work doing the nightshift, had so much trouble with myself that i wanted to write it down,
it is not good news for the moment, the second fase of the treatment was going good untill last friday
when we went back to hospital for her next treatment we received the news that her bloodcells are in a falling state
and that she is getting to weak to continue with the treatment so they had to do a blood transfussion
we then had to wait untill today to check if they could restart the treatment with chemo
but the result were bad even worse than last friday, our daughter has even been put in a higher risk level for infections and germs
we noticed it yesterday when she got spontanious nosebleeds and her color turned totaly pale.
it's getting to be so hard on everybody and aspecialy yolientje,
sitting here with tears running out of my eyes because the suffering of our daughter is getting to be to much
and now this bad news on top is enough to even brake me down.
pls oh pls let her get better because i don't know what i would do if i would lose her
i hope that nobody else will have to go trough this it is a parents hell
i would give my life to make her better, i know we have to get past this but is sooooo hard
thank you everybody for your support
ShadowVT
Edited at: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:09:06 PM |
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| [Becks] Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:14:45 PM | |
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I'm sorry to hear you girls has had a setback, Koen. I have everything crossed that she starts to improve! 
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:07:38 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Sitting here @ work doing the nightshift, had so much trouble with myself that i wanted to write it down,
it is not good news for the moment, the second fase of the treatment was going good untill last friday
when we went back to hospital for her next treatment we received the news that her bloodcells are in a falling state
and that she is getting to weak to continue with the treatment so they had to do a blood transfussion
we then had to wait untill today to check if they could restart the treatment with chemo
but the result were bad even worse than last friday, our daughter has even been put in a higher risk level for infections and germs
we noticed it yesterday when she got spontanious nosebleeds and her color turned totaly pale.
it's getting to be so hard on everybody and aspecialy yolientje,
sitting here with tears running out of my eyes because the suffering of our daughter is getting to be to much
and now this bad news on top is enough to even brake me down.
pls oh pls let her get better because i don't know what i would do if i would lose her
i hope that nobody else will have to go trough this it is a parents hell
i would give my life to make her better, i know we have to get past this but is sooooo hard
thank you everybody for your support
ShadowVT
Edited at: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:09:06 PM |
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| [ShadowVT] Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:07:38 PM | |
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Sitting here @ work doing the nightshift, had so much trouble with myself that i wanted to write it down,
it is not good news for the moment, the second fase of the treatment was going good untill last friday
when we went back to hospital for her next treatment we received the news that her bloodcells are in a falling state
and that she is getting to weak to continue with the treatment so they had to do a blood transfussion
we then had to wait untill today to check if they could restart the treatment with chemo
but the result were bad even worse than last friday, our daughter has even been put in a higher risk level for infections and germs
we noticed it yesterday when she got spontanious nosebleeds and her color turned totaly pale.
it's getting to be so hard on everybody and aspecialy yolientje,
sitting here with tears running out of my eyes because the suffering of our daughter is getting to be to much
and now this bad news on top is enough to even brake me down.
pls oh pls let her get better because i don't know what i would do if i would lose her
i hope that nobody else will have to go trough this it is a parents hell
i would give my life to make her better, i know we have to get past this but is sooooo hard
thank you everybody for your support
ShadowVT
Edited at: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:09:06 PM |
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| [mgdman] Sunday, February 14, 2010 9:53:07 PM | |
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Good to here she's doing better! All the best thoughts
from my family to yours.
MGD 
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:03:02 AM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Hi everyone,
First of all, yes budred this is normally a role playing thread that i started to have some fun,
but under the sitution for the moment we used this thread to inform everyone about our situation.
I am not affended with your post everyine has a right on there own oppinion, really no problem
necro, deepfreeze headbanger and everyone thx for the best wishes and the support
i have really good news about our little girl
the first fase has been completed of the chemo therapy
the bonemarrow has gone into remission, the cells that develop the leukemia are gone and the percentage of leukemia is going down
so everything looks good for the moment, the second fase of the treatment with chemo has started and this is a more aggresive one
to kill all leukemia in her system, she has lost a lot af hair now and is really swollen up due to the medication
but we know that once the treatment is completed her hair will grow back and the swelling will go down.
she is a very very strong girl and is doing really good
it has been tough on ellie and me and the other kids but were are holding strong toghether and we will get thru this
love you all
Ellie and Koen (shadowvt)
Edited at: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:04:32 AM |
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| [CountessErzebethBathory9] Sunday, February 14, 2010 12:13:16 PM | |
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Wishing your little one a full and speedy recovery! [Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:03:02 AM)
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ShadowVT wrote: |
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Hi everyone,
First of all, yes budred this is normally a role playing thread that i started to have some fun,
but under the sitution for the moment we used this thread to inform everyone about our situation.
I am not affended with your post everyine has a right on there own oppinion, really no problem
necro, deepfreeze headbanger and everyone thx for the best wishes and the support
i have really good news about our little girl
the first fase has been completed of the chemo therapy
the bonemarrow has gone into remission, the cells that develop the leukemia are gone and the percentage of leukemia is going down
so everything looks good for the moment, the second fase of the treatment with chemo has started and this is a more aggresive one
to kill all leukemia in her system, she has lost a lot af hair now and is really swollen up due to the medication
but we know that once the treatment is completed her hair will grow back and the swelling will go down.
she is a very very strong girl and is doing really good
it has been tough on ellie and me and the other kids but were are holding strong toghether and we will get thru this
love you all
Ellie and Koen (shadowvt) Edited at: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:04:32 AM |
Edited at: Wednesday, February 03, 2010 2:33:22 PM |
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| [Becks] Tuesday, February 02, 2010 1:36:59 PM | |
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Great news! Please keep us posted, hopefully she continues to improve over the coming weeks!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:03:02 AM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Hi everyone,
First of all, yes budred this is normally a role playing thread that i started to have some fun,
but under the sitution for the moment we used this thread to inform everyone about our situation.
I am not affended with your post everyine has a right on there own oppinion, really no problem
necro, deepfreeze headbanger and everyone thx for the best wishes and the support
i have really good news about our little girl
the first fase has been completed of the chemo therapy
the bonemarrow has gone into remission, the cells that develop the leukemia are gone and the percentage of leukemia is going down
so everything looks good for the moment, the second fase of the treatment with chemo has started and this is a more aggresive one
to kill all leukemia in her system, she has lost a lot af hair now and is really swollen up due to the medication
but we know that once the treatment is completed her hair will grow back and the swelling will go down.
she is a very very strong girl and is doing really good
it has been tough on ellie and me and the other kids but were are holding strong toghether and we will get thru this
love you all
Ellie and Koen (shadowvt)
Edited at: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:04:32 AM |
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| [guidogodoy] Tuesday, February 02, 2010 10:55:20 AM | |
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VERY good news on that front! Do keep us posted and, as always, all the best.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:03:02 AM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Hi everyone,
First of all, yes budred this is normally a role playing thread that i started to have some fun,
but under the sitution for the moment we used this thread to inform everyone about our situation.
I am not affended with your post everyine has a right on there own oppinion, really no problem
necro, deepfreeze headbanger and everyone thx for the best wishes and the support
i have really good news about our little girl
the first fase has been completed of the chemo therapy
the bonemarrow has gone into remission, the cells that develop the leukemia are gone and the percentage of leukemia is going down
so everything looks good for the moment, the second fase of the treatment with chemo has started and this is a more aggresive one
to kill all leukemia in her system, she has lost a lot af hair now and is really swollen up due to the medication
but we know that once the treatment is completed her hair will grow back and the swelling will go down.
she is a very very strong girl and is doing really good
it has been tough on ellie and me and the other kids but were are holding strong toghether and we will get thru this
love you all
Ellie and Koen (shadowvt)
Edited at: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:04:32 AM |
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| [spapad] Tuesday, February 02, 2010 10:51:55 AM | |
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Koen, it sounds like she is doing really well. Get her some fun hats, and remember all will return when it's all said and done. She's a strong and lovely child.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:03:02 AM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Hi everyone,
First of all, yes budred this is normally a role playing thread that i started to have some fun,
but under the sitution for the moment we used this thread to inform everyone about our situation.
I am not affended with your post everyine has a right on there own oppinion, really no problem
necro, deepfreeze headbanger and everyone thx for the best wishes and the support
i have really good news about our little girl
the first fase has been completed of the chemo therapy
the bonemarrow has gone into remission, the cells that develop the leukemia are gone and the percentage of leukemia is going down
so everything looks good for the moment, the second fase of the treatment with chemo has started and this is a more aggresive one
to kill all leukemia in her system, she has lost a lot af hair now and is really swollen up due to the medication
but we know that once the treatment is completed her hair will grow back and the swelling will go down.
she is a very very strong girl and is doing really good
it has been tough on ellie and me and the other kids but were are holding strong toghether and we will get thru this
love you all
Ellie and Koen (shadowvt)
Edited at: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:04:32 AM |
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| [blackshadow] Tuesday, February 02, 2010 8:39:34 AM | |
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| I'm so sorry to hear about your little girl, Shadow. I'm glad to hear things are getting better for you all. I will keep you in my thoughts, until she is absolutely given the all clear. |
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| [Head banger] Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:13:16 AM | |
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glad to hear its going well. stay strong
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:03:02 AM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Hi everyone,
First of all, yes budred this is normally a role playing thread that i started to have some fun,
but under the sitution for the moment we used this thread to inform everyone about our situation.
I am not affended with your post everyine has a right on there own oppinion, really no problem
necro, deepfreeze headbanger and everyone thx for the best wishes and the support
i have really good news about our little girl
the first fase has been completed of the chemo therapy
the bonemarrow has gone into remission, the cells that develop the leukemia are gone and the percentage of leukemia is going down
so everything looks good for the moment, the second fase of the treatment with chemo has started and this is a more aggresive one
to kill all leukemia in her system, she has lost a lot af hair now and is really swollen up due to the medication
but we know that once the treatment is completed her hair will grow back and the swelling will go down.
she is a very very strong girl and is doing really good
it has been tough on ellie and me and the other kids but were are holding strong toghether and we will get thru this
love you all
Ellie and Koen (shadowvt)
Edited at: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:04:32 AM |
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| [ShadowVT] Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:03:02 AM | |
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Hi everyone,
First of all, yes budred this is normally a role playing thread that i started to have some fun,
but under the sitution for the moment we used this thread to inform everyone about our situation.
I am not affended with your post everyine has a right on there own oppinion, really no problem
necro, deepfreeze headbanger and everyone thx for the best wishes and the support
i have really good news about our little girl
the first fase has been completed of the chemo therapy
the bonemarrow has gone into remission, the cells that develop the leukemia are gone and the percentage of leukemia is going down
so everything looks good for the moment, the second fase of the treatment with chemo has started and this is a more aggresive one
to kill all leukemia in her system, she has lost a lot af hair now and is really swollen up due to the medication
but we know that once the treatment is completed her hair will grow back and the swelling will go down.
she is a very very strong girl and is doing really good
it has been tough on ellie and me and the other kids but were are holding strong toghether and we will get thru this
love you all
Ellie and Koen (shadowvt)
Edited at: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 7:04:32 AM |
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| [Necroticist] Tuesday, February 02, 2010 5:28:17 AM | |
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| Koen, Ellie - i hope the little angel is doing ok...i've withheld my silly recipe posts...our thoughts are with u... |
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| [Head banger] Wednesday, January 27, 2010 8:30:25 PM | |
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no we are not. I do not believe, but I do think that if your belief helps you then its good. lots of people draw comfort and therefore strength from belief.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Painkiller87 from Wednesday, January 27, 2010 1:36:16 PM)| | | Painkiller87 wrote: | | Man are all atheists like this? You remind me of a friend who is atheist and has such a terrible attitude at times when such things come up. I know you are trying to defend yourself but the earlier comments of you saying F God earlier gave people the worst impression of you, as well as your comment about prayer not helping. I am not a die hard Christian, but I am a believer. If you need to talk about such things write a new thread and you will be able to talk such talk and debate about it.
| | | Budred wrote: | | What the fuck are you talking about? How many times must I say I mean that little girl and her family no disrespect.
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| [Head banger] Wednesday, January 27, 2010 8:29:36 PM | |
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perhaps if you posted less, and read more in a variety of topics you might get the idea of the behavior that is the group norm. from there you could do the right thing and comply with the norm.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Budred from Wednesday, January 27, 2010 1:49:27 PM)| | | Budred wrote: | | Profanity is a result of anger. It's how I react sometimes. You people are not getting my point at all. The first message that
I left on this site was out of ignorance. I know no one here nor did I know anything about the little girl. I'm new to this page
and I see a topic that says role playing but I read about such a serious subject. I felt sad about what I was reading. Then I
read about prayer helping and with me not being a believer in prayer, thought that comment was silly (sorry but i'm allowed
to feel that way). So out of ignorance of the situation I responded to the prayer comment with a much too harsh comment of
my own. The next day after reading it again and having time to think about it I decided to apologize for it. I can't take it back
so that was my only alternative. Since then I have been trying to explain myself to different people here. Instead of resolving
the situation it is only causing more grief. I do not think prayer helps is the only message I was trying to get out. If those
people put more faith in God than they do the doctors they may unwittingly limit what these doctors are able to do by not
listening to or doing what they want them to. It may ultimately harm the child. I want their end result to turn out positive. I truly
hope the best for them. I never meant anything negative towards them. Them reading this back and forth does them no good
either. This will be my last response on this page. If you must criticize me leave a personal message and i'll try to respond if
you are not just being ridiculous. I could care less what the people criticizing me think but I apologize to the parents of that girl
for having to read all this shit because I made a mistake. To the parents "I AM SORRY" (sincerely). David Johnson |
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| [Budred] Wednesday, January 27, 2010 5:36:54 PM | |
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I'm sorry but I had to come back for one last message. To every one I've offended on here, come to web police discussion.
I'm realizing my mistakes and I want you to respond. Seriously. Negative, positive, it doesn't matter. I deserve it and I am
looking forward to it. I have an open mind and I can take it. You can discuss anything you want. Family guy, the Pope, Judas
Priest stories. It doesn't matter. Get retarded if you want. You see, this way I and any one else and can say anything they want
and no one has to hear it unless they want to. It sounds like a grand idea to me (but then again my other ideas didn't go over to
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| [Deep Freeze] Wednesday, January 27, 2010 2:00:05 PM | |
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Hmm..Not sure why you need those particular items but....all my best to you. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Painkiller87 from Wednesday, January 27, 2010 1:58:14 PM)| | | Painkiller87 wrote: | | In my eyes you are forgiven. Now may we just talk and converse with one another with peace? Just how everyone wants right? Now then, back on track! I need a mint and a hot towel before I head back to work!
| | | Budred wrote: | | Profanity is a result of anger. It's how I react sometimes. You people are not getting my point at all. The first message that
I left on this site was out of ignorance. I know no one here nor did I know anything about the little girl. I'm new to this page
and I see a topic that says role playing but I read about such a serious subject. I felt sad about what I was reading. Then I
read about prayer helping and with me not being a believer in prayer, thought that comment was silly (sorry but i'm allowed
to feel that way). So out of ignorance of the situation I responded to the prayer comment with a much too harsh comment of
my own. The next day after reading it again and having time to think about it I decided to apologize for it. I can't take it back
so that was my only alternative. Since then I have been trying to explain myself to different people here. Instead of resolving
the situation it is only causing more grief. I do not think prayer helps is the only message I was trying to get out. If those
people put more faith in God than they do the doctors they may unwittingly limit what these doctors are able to do by not
listening to or doing what they want them to. It may ultimately harm the child. I want their end result to turn out positive. I truly
hope the best for them. I never meant anything negative towards them. Them reading this back and forth does them no good
either. This will be my last response on this page. If you must criticize me leave a personal message and i'll try to respond if
you are not just being ridiculous. I could care less what the people criticizing me think but I apologize to the parents of that girl
for having to read all this shit because I made a mistake. To the parents "I AM SORRY" (sincerely). David Johnson |
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In my eyes you are forgiven. Now may we just talk and converse with one another with peace? Just how everyone wants right? Now then, back on track! I need a mint and a hot towel before I head back to work!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Budred from Wednesday, January 27, 2010 1:49:27 PM)| | | Budred wrote: | | Profanity is a result of anger. It's how I react sometimes. You people are not getting my point at all. The first message that
I left on this site was out of ignorance. I know no one here nor did I know anything about the little girl. I'm new to this page
and I see a topic that says role playing but I read about such a serious subject. I felt sad about what I was reading. Then I
read about prayer helping and with me not being a believer in prayer, thought that comment was silly (sorry but i'm allowed
to feel that way). So out of ignorance of the situation I responded to the prayer comment with a much too harsh comment of
my own. The next day after reading it again and having time to think about it I decided to apologize for it. I can't take it back
so that was my only alternative. Since then I have been trying to explain myself to different people here. Instead of resolving
the situation it is only causing more grief. I do not think prayer helps is the only message I was trying to get out. If those
people put more faith in God than they do the doctors they may unwittingly limit what these doctors are able to do by not
listening to or doing what they want them to. It may ultimately harm the child. I want their end result to turn out positive. I truly
hope the best for them. I never meant anything negative towards them. Them reading this back and forth does them no good
either. This will be my last response on this page. If you must criticize me leave a personal message and i'll try to respond if
you are not just being ridiculous. I could care less what the people criticizing me think but I apologize to the parents of that girl
for having to read all this shit because I made a mistake. To the parents "I AM SORRY" (sincerely). David Johnson |
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