We had a talk last week, just an opening up talk, and then last night we had another talk-like we were better off as "friends".
Which we are, we know the same people which is a blessing and a curse...but we have so much in common, we finsih each others sentences, and it was like my heart snapped in half. It was very civil, not at all amicable but after all we went through it ends as "just friends". And that feels worse sometimes than just dissapearing forever...its hard to be friends without crossing that line again, y'know?
SO I cried until 1:30...went out to the diner with my unemployed friend....went home, cried some more, fell asleep for a few hours then woke up and cried again...
I'm calling out of work "sick" today...theres no way after the week i have had that I can go in there sane today...I need a day to myself...
I just got paid, and I'm prolly going to blow it all on something dumb like a tattoo but whatever... [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by guidogodoy from Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:53:48 PM)
guidogodoy wrote:
Awwww...sorry to hear that, JerZ. He "let you know?" How very civil of him.
Always a sad thing when relationships go south. I am sure most (if not all) of us here know. They always say: "better now than 20 years into it, married and with children." Logically, "they" are right. Emotionally, it hurts just the same. At least you can always count on your metal family for support. Much metal love, my friend.
jerZgirl wrote:
I hope everyone's thursday was better than mine...my boyfriend of 9 years let me know i am single as of tonight...
