Well Becks the last couple of weeks have been hard on my feelings,
cause Ellieke has contact again with an old friend who she use to have an relationship with 15 years ago
and they still have feelings for eachother but after a long talk with ellieke everything turned out ok
because she doesn't have the same feelings for her friend as she has for me
the feelings for me are much stronger and more loveing,
but to cut off her friendship because she has feelings for this person would not be nice on my part
it would even show lak of confidence in her and we respect eachother 100% so i would not c the problem
ellieke could not be any happier now that i have allowed this friendship and our love has grown to the highest point of our relationship and all because i let ellieke be herself as a person and get totaly in contact with her emotions. as for myself the inner feelings for ellieke have only grown more and more
when i see her shine like she does it makes my heart pound like mad and puts so many butterflys in my belly
wohoooow it's soo great to be sooooooo madly in love with Ellieke
