WOW!! Shadow...thats a loving statement of your love for Ellie...Trust is the key to any relationship i think too..You both are lucky to have found the strentgh and love.You both deserve it!!! It means theres still hope out there in this somewhat chaotic world...

		ShadowVT wrote:
		Well Becks the last couple of weeks have been hard on my feelings, cause Ellieke has contact again with an old friend who she use to have an relationship with 15 years ago and they still have feelings for eachother but after a long talk with ellieke everything turned out ok because she doesn't have the same feelings for her friend as she has for me the feelings for me are much stronger and more loveing,  but to cut off her friendship because she has feelings for this person would not be nice on my part it would even show lak of confidence in her and we respect eachother 100% so i would not c the problem ellieke could not be any happier now that i have allowed this friendship and our love has grown to the highest point of our relationship and all because i let ellieke be herself as a person and get totaly in contact with her emotions. as for myself the inner feelings for ellieke have only grown more and more  when i see her shine like she does it makes my heart pound like mad and puts so many butterflys in my belly wohoooow it's soo great to be sooooooo madly in love with Ellieke      Becks wrote: Heya Shadow, great to see you! And to hear that you are doing well!      ShadowVT wrote: Aloha Spapad ;) yes yes i'm back had some busy times but found the time to come back and say hello