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TOPIC: Something pissing you off? Say it in here..
[J.D. DIAMOND] Thursday, July 16, 2009 3:26:41 AM 
Hey...thanks Hellrider man.........yeah my mother was very sick she had "emphysema".....a condition from smoking ....as she smoked cigaretts for years.....she quit(too late)in 1988.

But the disease as it works continued on and basically she slowly suffocated to death.  I watched her suffer every night for years.......about the last 6- to 7 years she was the worst...

It was very heart breaking to watch to tell you the truth even though it was self inflicted as she was the one who decided to smoke......but it didn't make it any easier ya know?

But the good thing is .....and I know this sounds morbid....but the good thing is that she finally died and was put out of her misery.   I never really had time to grieve during her sickness

as I guess I was too busy. But it hit me about 6 months after she died.        And yes....she would be very proud of me for me quitting drinking.  

Thanks again my friend!!!   [Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by hellrider 31038 from Wednesday, July 15, 2009 10:56:34 PM)
Edited at: Thursday, July 16, 2009 3:27:18 AM
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