Hey guys 'n girls...

We had the funeral yesterday. Was an incredibly hard day for every single person there. The Church was packed and I think there may have even been a seating shortage. As sombre and heartbreaking as the service was, the Pastor said some amazing things and if I can for a minute of your time take a leaf out of his book, he did not preach about 'repenting your sins etc' but rather about living each day to its fullest. Grasp this life with both hands and get stuck right in there. We never ever have tomorrow, we only have today so lets grab it, live it and enjoy every second of it.

If you have a problem with someone in your life, sort it out or cut it free. You just never know. There is so much that I wanted to still say and do with Hymne, those dreams are gone now, forever. What I do have is the most amazing memories of what we had as close friends, when I look at her boys, her parents and her boyfriend, I think of how much I'm hurting (trust me, it is a very deep seering pain)  yet it is a fraction compared to what they are going through and I'm gutted by seeing how much they are hurting. 

If there is something you have been wanting to do, but keep putting off. Please, do it before it is too late. Never stop dreaming, never stop learning and never ever stop loving life.

I also want to say a huge thank you to the friends here who have been a huge comfort to me in this horrible, horrible time of my life. Bare with me folks.. I'll be back to my 'loose canon' of a Joe soon lol