My last rant wasn't about me being a victim. I was expressing anger about myself
not allowing me to be myself. I referred to my initial appearance as the number one reason.
The last time I posted pictures it caused others to argue(discuss) Ripper. I was thinking here we go
again so I deleted (all) of them. No pictures, no arguments. After I thought about it I came to the conclusion
that I'm just being a p*ssy and decided f*ck that. I'm sick of not being me. I came to the same conclusion
that you all have. That first incident is behind me and I'm not going to worry about what I post anymore.
I am going to be myself. I will not personally attack or antagonize anyone and I will try to give thought to what I post,
but I'm not going to cower anymore. As far as saying "I just want everyone to like me" I'm not sure where you
got that from because. If you read what I wrote then you would see that I said "I don't care if anyone likes
me anymore or not." That was the biggest part of the problem. That's the part I want to change. I was constantly
backing down to appease everyone. Screw that. This is three posts now all stating pretty much the same thing.
I can't explain it any differently.
Yeah, For fucks sake. Stop playing such a fucking victim all the time. All this "I just want everyone to like me for who I am" shit is wearing thin. Just say what you want to say and if anyones offended that's their problem. So what if you came across as a tool when you started, no-one gives a fuck now. You're the one that keeps bringing it up. "Hey I'll just put these photos in X thread so if anyone's not interested it's not going to upset them and they won't have to come down on me like a tonne of bricks". Jesus Christ man, you've got just as much right to say whatever you want as anyone else. Stop acting like such a blouse.
