his heart is filled with the warmth from tyhe hugh of vailant :-)

but most of all is so happy to see all of his priest cafe friends are still here, headbanger, becks, guidoboy and budred.

calls everyone to the bar and orders a strong shot for everyone and says

"guys bad news, got the diagnosis of bowel cancer and they found two lumbs in my lungs thursday i have to go under a special scanner to see if the lumbs in my lungs have no connection to my bowel cancer
friday i have a appointment with the cancer specialist to start my treatment being radiation and chemo therapy so they can destroy the cancer cells and then after the will have to remove the piece of bowel
containing the cancer, the lumbs in my lungs they will also have to remove"

shadow turns to vaillant "well get me a good steak because the doc said i could eat anything i want for now SO LETS ENJOY WHILE WE CAN !!!!!

love you all guys i wished i had better news