Here you go Nicholas Darryn Pennies......you should be able to buy the book specifically for children....it tells you that having a J.D.DIAMOND obsession can be cured.....Bwwwaaaaahhhahahahhaha

		Nicholas Fivepennies wrote:
		J.D. DIAMOND wrote: Looks like you will be needing these baby wipes Darryn,because I'm sure you've SHIT YOURSELF seeing all my friends laughing at you............. Didn't I tell you once not to fuck with THE COMMANDER?  LOL!!    Now take one of these wipes and wipe your MOUTH with it...cause thats where your asshole is.      Nicholas Fivepennies wrote:

Awww...what's the matter? Did you spill your hot coffee onto your lap yet again?

		Wild Nights, Hot & Crazy Days wrote:
		Some of you people in here need to go and get some professional counselling. Instead of ranting all the time and telling everyone in here your problems. Some of you people need psycho-therapy in the worst way. You're telling everyone about your marriage problems, your family problems, fucked up stuff at work,... Don't you people have real lives and real friends in your lives to tell these things to? Instead of using these imaginary internet friends and internet family all about how screwed up your marriage is, your wife is, your family is and your kids are? Do you hate your boss, your wife, your job,...? Fuck it! Get another one! Get a new job and fuck it! Wishing you were someone else, somewhere else, anywhere but here and who you are. Fucking pathetic...

Hey Hellrider....I appreciate your concern for me my friend and I am glad I have friends here like you who do care......

My sister is a very selfish individual,she always has been and I've NEVER got along with her even before this.

She has some issues that she need to address in her life.  We were NEVER "close" to begin with.........

What happened last summer when this stuff blew up...was just the topper for me.   That was it.  

But don't get me wrong...I really appreciate your advise Hellrider....and I know it must look different

from your aspect and others here....but  one thing is definately clear for me......................................

I will never arrange to speak with her or try to patch things up.........if she tries to contact me in the future..

I will not be avaible for a reconciliation with her..........I don't care if she meant what she said or not......

....by not speaking with her for 30 + years from now will teach her not to open up her fat mouth and

say something stupid to anyone else throughout her life.  If that takes 30 years...so be it. 

I really do not need her in my life and after 30 + years....................no regrets.....

I believe everyone should cut all the negatives out of thier lives....I've taken care of mine.

		hellrider 31038 wrote:
		hey J.D DIAMOND.dont mean to drag the conversation on relise you probably dont feel like talking anymore about it.but as a friend looking out for best interest i have to say to  you i think you would be better off if you arranged to talk to your sister sometime commly and just get it all out with her man.its very oviouse you have alot of anger for her.dont blame you she said some very hurtful  comments.just let it all out with her man .      J.D. DIAMOND wrote: ....Yep...thats what I said after the entire situation!!      Oh well....as I've said.....I'm better off now anyways!!       spapad wrote: I must say she sounds pretty aweful as you describe her. Shame, as you two should be able to cling to each other, but if the relationship was broken long ago it probably wont be fixed. Im Sorry J.D. but you take the peace you have and let that rule your life and not anything negative she would say. Peace, my friend!      J.D. DIAMOND wrote: ...Yeah thats some serious shit aint it?  I forgot...not only did I starve my mother to death,...I ripped her bank account off and my girlfriend stole my mother's pills to get high on????#*&#??!?!?!?? LOL! Thats what she told me about a year ago now......I have no idea where that came from either..........and I haven't talked to her since. Honestly..I really don't care... she was a pain in the ass before all this happened and now I have a reason not to deal with her!.  But as for my mother....(you mentioned forgiving my mother.....). .there is nothing to forgive or anything to clear up....my mother and I were cool and all thats for sure...... ...yeah shit happens as they say eh?  Thanks for the advise my friend....you rock spapad!      spapad wrote: J.D. No one says you have to forgive your sister or your mother today, just learn to let it go a piece at a time, and I agree with Hellrider, it was probably something she just could not deal with at the time so she chose to lash out.  Time and friends and family heal all wounds. It will happen at it's natural time. Don't feel angry just feel confused, which is where most of your anger comes from. I'ts a shame we can't all be born with the garantee life will be fair. Much Love to you my metal friend, and may you find peace in your own time.      J.D. DIAMOND wrote: Well.....maybe hellrider....but NOBODY fucks me over and gets away with it.  You do have a point.....she should of thought about what she said before she said it. Anyways....it is what it is...but thanks for letting me vent this out man!!      hellrider 31038 wrote: seriouse.man that is a very nasty comment from your sister but .maybee though emotionaly she could not handle seeing her (your) mother in that condition and thats why she did not come around and when she did come around she just freaked right out seeing her like she was and said a bunch of nonsense.just a thought..hey man dont forget the fact that she is your sister.shes blood man.im sure deep down if anything bad happened to her i am sure you would be really upset and might really regret x ing her out of your family and then you have to live with that for the rest of your life      J.D. DIAMOND wrote: Yeah hellrider......its tough.....what do ya say to your own mother when you hear her say constantly   "I can't wait until I'm dead"?  Yeah it was drama to say the least....I don't mean that my mother was being dramatic..I just meant that the whole senario was drama ya know?   And yeah....there was absolutely NOTHING I could of done....I was there all the time for her...every night.... My  "C *  # T" sister of mine was NEVER there and when my mother died she told me that "I starved my mother to death"....as she lost weight from being so ill......... Needless to say....I "Xed" her out of my family....she is no longer a part of my family and I wish her nothing but the worst in life...I hate her guts and will NEVER speak to her ever again. Mother fucker says that I starved my own mother to death........what that shit comment was....is that she felt guilty for NOT being there for my mother wich she wasn't . But yeah...again...I will never be speaking to her again...and its been over a year since I told her to fuck off. ..........and to tell you the truth.....I should of Xed her ass out of my life years ago. She is nothing but a "loser". Thats all she will ever be.      hellrider 31038 wrote: heart breaking to read.sounds like total hell for many years..you probably did not grieve till after because you were just so full of anger there was nothing you could do to help her.      J.D. DIAMOND wrote: Hey...thanks Hellrider man.........yeah my mother was very sick she had "emphysema".....a condition from smoking ....as she smoked cigaretts for years.....she quit(too late)in 1988. But the disease as it works continued on and basically she slowly suffocated to death.  I watched her suffer every night for years.......about the last 6- to 7 years she was the worst... It was very heart breaking to watch to tell you the truth even though it was self inflicted as she was the one who decided to smoke......but it didn't make it any easier ya know? But the good thing is .....and I know this sounds morbid....but the good thing is that she finally died and was put out of her misery.   I never really had time to grieve during her sickness as I guess I was too busy. But it hit me about 6 months after she died.        And yes....she would be very proud of me for me quitting drinking.   Thanks again my friend!!!    (Quoting Message by hellrider 31038 from Wednesday, July 15, 2009 10:56:34 PM)   hellrider 31038 wrote:   hey J.D yeah i remember you mentioning about your mother a while back again i would like to express my deepest sympathy to you and your family.well im sure she would be very happy and proud of you for quiting drinking.      J.D. DIAMOND wrote:   Thanks Hellrider!!!   Yeah man...the last drink...well..... the last several of drinks I had was  "the day my mother died"(August 30,2007....R.I.P.)   Ever since.....I have not had a sip and I don't plan on ever having one again. Its just not my thing and not for me. But I am sometimes around people that get to wasted and they end up fucking my whole night up and I'm sick of it. Yeah Hellrider....I'm with you man...if I want to get ripped out of my mind I will crank up Judas Priest!!!!!! And to Al-Fons.....thats too bad to hear about your father and I hope that you are not in a battle with alchohol.    (Quoting Message by hellrider 31038 from Tuesday, July 14, 2009 7:05:30 PM)   hellrider 31038 wrote:   HELL YEAH J.D DIAMOND THY COOOMMMMMMAAAANNNNDDDDEEEERRRR.congradulation man thats great.i dont drink  either.if i want to get riped out of my skull i will just crank up some JUDAS PRIEST HEAVY   MEEEETTTTTT     TTTTAAAALLLLLL      J.D. DIAMOND wrote:    "ALCOHOLISM".               I am fucking sick and fucking tired of "drunks".....people getting "fucked up" that can't handle it. If you want to ruin your life,......go ahead...just leave me the fuck out of it. I'm so tired of people that drink..... J.D. hasn't had a drink in over 2 years now and I don't EVER plan on having one for the rest of my life. Edited at: Wednesday, July 15, 2009 4:29:35 AM Edited at: Thursday, July 16, 2009 3:27:18 AM

Well.....maybe hellrider....but NOBODY fucks me over and gets away with it.  You do have a point.....she should of thought about what she said before she said it.

Anyways....it is what it is...but thanks for letting me vent this out man!!

		hellrider 31038 wrote:
		seriouse.man that is a very nasty comment from your sister but .maybee though emotionaly she could not handle seeing her (your) mother in that condition and thats why she did not come around and when she did come around she just freaked right out seeing her like she was and said a bunch of nonsense.just a thought..hey man dont forget the fact that she is your sister.shes blood man.im sure deep down if anything bad happened to her i am sure you would be really upset and might really regret x ing her out of your family and then you have to live with that for the rest of your life      J.D. DIAMOND wrote: Yeah hellrider......its tough.....what do ya say to your own mother when you hear her say constantly   "I can't wait until I'm dead"?  Yeah it was drama to say the least....I don't mean that my mother was being dramatic..I just meant that the whole senario was drama ya know?   And yeah....there was absolutely NOTHING I could of done....I was there all the time for her...every night.... My  "C *  # T" sister of mine was NEVER there and when my mother died she told me that "I starved my mother to death"....as she lost weight from being so ill......... Needless to say....I "Xed" her out of my family....she is no longer a part of my family and I wish her nothing but the worst in life...I hate her guts and will NEVER speak to her ever again. Mother fucker says that I starved my own mother to death........what that shit comment was....is that she felt guilty for NOT being there for my mother wich she wasn't . But yeah...again...I will never be speaking to her again...and its been over a year since I told her to fuck off. ..........and to tell you the truth.....I should of Xed her ass out of my life years ago. She is nothing but a "loser". Thats all she will ever be.      hellrider 31038 wrote: heart breaking to read.sounds like total hell for many years..you probably did not grieve till after because you were just so full of anger there was nothing you could do to help her.      J.D. DIAMOND wrote: Hey...thanks Hellrider man.........yeah my mother was very sick she had "emphysema".....a condition from smoking ....as she smoked cigaretts for years.....she quit(too late)in 1988. But the disease as it works continued on and basically she slowly suffocated to death.  I watched her suffer every night for years.......about the last 6- to 7 years she was the worst... It was very heart breaking to watch to tell you the truth even though it was self inflicted as she was the one who decided to smoke......but it didn't make it any easier ya know? But the good thing is .....and I know this sounds morbid....but the good thing is that she finally died and was put out of her misery.   I never really had time to grieve during her sickness as I guess I was too busy. But it hit me about 6 months after she died.        And yes....she would be very proud of me for me quitting drinking.   Thanks again my friend!!!    (Quoting Message by hellrider 31038 from Wednesday, July 15, 2009 10:56:34 PM)   hellrider 31038 wrote:   hey J.D yeah i remember you mentioning about your mother a while back again i would like to express my deepest sympathy to you and your family.well im sure she would be very happy and proud of you for quiting drinking.      J.D. DIAMOND wrote:   Thanks Hellrider!!!   Yeah man...the last drink...well..... the last several of drinks I had was  "the day my mother died"(August 30,2007....R.I.P.)   Ever since.....I have not had a sip and I don't plan on ever having one again. Its just not my thing and not for me. But I am sometimes around people that get to wasted and they end up fucking my whole night up and I'm sick of it. Yeah Hellrider....I'm with you man...if I want to get ripped out of my mind I will crank up Judas Priest!!!!!! And to Al-Fons.....thats too bad to hear about your father and I hope that you are not in a battle with alchohol.    (Quoting Message by hellrider 31038 from Tuesday, July 14, 2009 7:05:30 PM)   hellrider 31038 wrote:   HELL YEAH J.D DIAMOND THY COOOMMMMMMAAAANNNNDDDDEEEERRRR.congradulation man thats great.i dont drink  either.if i want to get riped out of my skull i will just crank up some JUDAS PRIEST HEAVY   MEEEETTTTTT     TTTTAAAALLLLLL      J.D. DIAMOND wrote:    "ALCOHOLISM".               I am fucking sick and fucking tired of "drunks".....people getting "fucked up" that can't handle it. If you want to ruin your life,......go ahead...just leave me the fuck out of it. I'm so tired of people that drink..... J.D. hasn't had a drink in over 2 years now and I don't EVER plan on having one for the rest of my life. Edited at: Wednesday, July 15, 2009 4:29:35 AM Edited at: Thursday, July 16, 2009 3:27:18 AM