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Hmm... Steve, could it be possible that you have misunderstood me?? Or do you really want to .....??
I don't think so!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Necroticist from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:39:13 PM)| |  | Necroticist wrote: | | Hey!! if is gang-bang going on at least have the decency to invite me! lol
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| [Necroticist] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:39:13 PM | |
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Hey!! if is gang-bang going on at least have the decency to invite me! lol
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:33:26 PM | |
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It means they're bend over to be
the passive part of a gang bang!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by MG_Metalgoddess from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:29:35 PM)| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | LOL brush me up on my german, what does that one mean???
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's good. Have a nice one too: "Bückstück"!!
| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | Lets me see if I can help them a little more...
Worthless Scooter_ loaded nut.
Yeah there ya go... Good Lord...
I wonder if they have kids come uip with thier online names .. Or if the mentality of a 5 year old s just the way they are.
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| [paorcamp] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:30:04 PM | |
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| [~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:29:35 PM | |
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LOL brush me up on my german, what does that one mean???
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:27:42 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's good. Have a nice one too: "Bückstück"!!
| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | Lets me see if I can help them a little more...
Worthless Scooter_ loaded nut.
Yeah there ya go... Good Lord...
I wonder if they have kids come uip with thier online names .. Or if the mentality of a 5 year old s just the way they are.
Prob the ladder of the 2. |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:27:42 PM | |
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That's good. Have a nice one too: "Bückstück"!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by MG_Metalgoddess from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:20:54 PM)| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | Lets me see if I can help them a little more...
Worthless Scooter_ loaded nut.
Yeah there ya go... Good Lord...
I wonder if they have kids come uip with thier online names .. Or if the mentality of a 5 year old s just the way they are.
Prob the ladder of the 2. |
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| [~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:27:17 PM | |
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LOL you silly willy..... How the hell are ya??
Iam drinking a cup of vanilla coffee, with a hint of irish cream creamer in it.... Yummy!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Necroticist from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:26:11 PM)| | | Necroticist wrote: | | | I was in slow mode til i saw MG here...now my heart is racing ;) |
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| [Necroticist] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:26:11 PM | |
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| I was in slow mode til i saw MG here...now my heart is racing ;) |
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| [~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:20:54 PM | |
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Lets me see if I can help them a little more...
Worthless Scooter_ loaded nut.
Yeah there ya go... Good Lord...
I wonder if they have kids come uip with thier online names .. Or if the mentality of a 5 year old s just the way they are.
Prob the ladder of the 2. |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:18:55 PM | |
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I don't know the english word therefor (and the dictionary told me "huh??") but I think that gives a lot of "Mantsch"!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by paorcamp from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:12:49 PM)
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got mine ready!!!!
but if you're not satisfied, we can consider some other options
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A bigger truck?? No, a tank to prick them down into the ground!!
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hello metal crew!!
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| [~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:18:25 PM | |
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| [ShadowVT] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:17:36 PM | |
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ROFL moehahahahahahahahahahaha
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by paorcamp from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:15:21 PM)| | | paorcamp wrote: | | jejeje....locked on scooter!! LMAO 
| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | lol... they should just combine thier small minds and come up with one ID.. it would be more original.
Like....
ScooterNUT,
or, Hot for worthless.
Or Locked on Scooter.
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hey...you meant this picture??
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| [paorcamp] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:15:21 PM | |
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jejeje....locked on scooter!! LMAO
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by MG_Metalgoddess from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:09:39 PM)| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | lol... they should just combine thier small minds and come up with one ID.. it would be more original.
Like....
ScooterNUT,
or, Hot for worthless.
Or Locked on Scooter.
LMAO
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hey...you meant this picture??
I don't know...but I think we need a bigger truck!!! |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:14:57 PM | |
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"Locked on Scooter" Yeah!! That's it!! -LMFAO-
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by MG_Metalgoddess from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:09:39 PM)| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | lol... they should just combine thier small minds and come up with one ID.. it would be more original.
Like....
ScooterNUT,
or, Hot for worthless.
Or Locked on Scooter.
LMAO
| | | paorcamp wrote: | | hello metal crew!!
hey...you meant this picture??
I don't know...but I think we need a bigger truck!!! |
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| [~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:12:50 PM | |
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Awe.. so what did you name Kitty?, who I sense is now the boss around there!!! LOL
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Necroticist from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:10:26 PM)| | | Necroticist wrote: | | | Gawd - jus woke up...lol - cat on the lap = instant zzzz's |
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| [paorcamp] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:12:49 PM | |
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got mine ready!!!!
but if you're not satisfied, we can consider some other options
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:07:35 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | A bigger truck?? No, a tank to prick them down into the ground!!
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hey...you meant this picture??
I don't know...but I think we need a bigger truck!!! |
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| [~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:11:51 PM | |
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Dont cry think positive sweety!!! I know it hard but I always try to laugh no matter what the situation.. I couldchoose to be crabby and unruley, and bitchy, But I try to look at the bright side no matter what.. !!!
Now my Boyfriend might say he agrees with the uruley, bitchey part,,,,,,, LMAO
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:00:23 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | Thanks MG~! Got me crying again. I do hope he will be fine, it's just that past history of colorectal cancer, which he has tested clear of for years now, I hope it's just a blockage from scar tissue or something like that. Thank you MG and I will PM you next time I hear something. Love Ya!
| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | Good day all.... SPAPAD, I hope your dad will be okay... My Mom has 2 more weeks of radiation therapy. for breast cancer.. she had a full body scan last last week and so far no-more cancer!!!! I understand your concerns.
anytime you want to shoot the shit PM me... Iam here.. at some point in time...
Iam so tired of this illness taking people away from us. ( cancer)
Hopefully your dads surgery will be a-okay! and there is only a blockage.. I pray for ya!
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| [Necroticist] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:10:26 PM | |
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lol... they should just combine thier small minds and come up with one ID.. it would be more original.
Like....
ScooterNUT,
or, Hot for worthless.
Or Locked on Scooter.
LMAO
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by paorcamp from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:05:13 PM)| | | paorcamp wrote: | | hello metal crew!!
hey...you meant this picture??
I don't know...but I think we need a bigger truck!!! |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:07:35 PM | |
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A bigger truck?? No, a tank to prick them down into the ground!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by paorcamp from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:05:13 PM)| | | paorcamp wrote: | | hello metal crew!!
hey...you meant this picture??
I don't know...but I think we need a bigger truck!!! |
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| [spapad] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:05:38 PM | |
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I got to go. Flora is up from her nap and wants the computer, About what you said MG, I think your right! Otherwise Denn would stay our most respected.
See you guys in a while. Love to all on this board!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by MG_Metalgoddess from Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:00:06 PM)| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | I notice darryn has started to create alot of new account, when he sees Denn, come out here... Thats who was Top member. so everytime denn comes out here. which he has done a few times in the past week. All of a sudden we get a influx of stupidity, and new accounts... Huh??? go figure... and the suddenly the fake JD account is number 1 again.. Doesnt take a rocket scientist to figure that one out..... They are like a virus.. they just go round and round but never go away.
Just my observation :)
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Take a look to the profile of the "Hot!!!! For love" account, now "Locked_and_Loaded", one of Darryns accounts here. Look at the profile pic. Yep, both are idiots!!
| | | spapad wrote: | | Yeh, when the idiot took my face, and a bad picture at that, and put it on his account as "My bitch" I talked to Murray to have that crap removed, and in it's place, he wrote in comments, BANNED, that's why I think your second imposter was the Norman idiot.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's good. Thanx for the info.
I have send Murray a pm and he have banned the both accounts completely, so all my private informations and my pic was deleted.
| | | spapad wrote: | | She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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| [paorcamp] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:05:13 PM | |
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hello metal crew!!
hey...you meant this picture??
I don't know...but I think we need a bigger truck!!! |
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| [spapad] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:00:23 PM | |
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Thanks MG~! Got me crying again. I do hope he will be fine, it's just that past history of colorectal cancer, which he has tested clear of for years now, I hope it's just a blockage from scar tissue or something like that. Thank you MG and I will PM you next time I hear something. Love Ya!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by MG_Metalgoddess from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:56:57 PM)| | | MG_Metalgoddess wrote: | | Good day all.... SPAPAD, I hope your dad will be okay... My Mom has 2 more weeks of radiation therapy. for breast cancer.. she had a full body scan last last week and so far no-more cancer!!!! I understand your concerns.
anytime you want to shoot the shit PM me... Iam here.. at some point in time...
Iam so tired of this illness taking people away from us. ( cancer)
Hopefully your dads surgery will be a-okay! and there is only a blockage.. I pray for ya!
Hugs MG~ |
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| [~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:00:06 PM | |
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I notice darryn has started to create alot of new account, when he sees Denn, come out here... Thats who was Top member. so everytime denn comes out here. which he has done a few times in the past week. All of a sudden we get a influx of stupidity, and new accounts... Huh??? go figure... and the suddenly the fake JD account is number 1 again.. Doesnt take a rocket scientist to figure that one out..... They are like a virus.. they just go round and round but never go away.
Just my observation :)
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:50:56 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Take a look to the profile of the "Hot!!!! For love" account, now "Locked_and_Loaded", one of Darryns accounts here. Look at the profile pic. Yep, both are idiots!!
| | | spapad wrote: | | Yeh, when the idiot took my face, and a bad picture at that, and put it on his account as "My bitch" I talked to Murray to have that crap removed, and in it's place, he wrote in comments, BANNED, that's why I think your second imposter was the Norman idiot.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's good. Thanx for the info.
I have send Murray a pm and he have banned the both accounts completely, so all my private informations and my pic was deleted.
| | | spapad wrote: | | She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
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spapad wrote: |
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Phantom A6 wrote: |
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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spapad wrote: |
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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Phantom A6 wrote: |
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
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spapad wrote: |
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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Phantom A6 wrote: |
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
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Locked _ and_Loaded, I never heard of, but it has the idiot's trademark all over it! LOL
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:50:56 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Take a look to the profile of the "Hot!!!! For love" account, now "Locked_and_Loaded", one of Darryns accounts here. Look at the profile pic. Yep, both are idiots!!
| | | spapad wrote: | | Yeh, when the idiot took my face, and a bad picture at that, and put it on his account as "My bitch" I talked to Murray to have that crap removed, and in it's place, he wrote in comments, BANNED, that's why I think your second imposter was the Norman idiot.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's good. Thanx for the info.
I have send Murray a pm and he have banned the both accounts completely, so all my private informations and my pic was deleted.
| | | spapad wrote: | | She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
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spapad wrote: |
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Phantom A6 wrote: |
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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spapad wrote: |
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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Phantom A6 wrote: |
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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spapad wrote: |
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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Phantom A6 wrote: |
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
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spapad wrote: |
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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Phantom A6 wrote: |
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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spapad wrote: |
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Phantom A6 wrote: |
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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spapad wrote: |
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
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Good day all.... SPAPAD, I hope your dad will be okay... My Mom has 2 more weeks of radiation therapy. for breast cancer.. she had a full body scan last last week and so far no-more cancer!!!! I understand your concerns.
anytime you want to shoot the shit PM me... Iam here.. at some point in time...
Iam so tired of this illness taking people away from us. ( cancer)
Hopefully your dads surgery will be a-okay! and there is only a blockage.. I pray for ya!
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Thank you Koen, I could use a little liquid courage!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:50:28 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Shadow gets two tucher beers for michael and susan
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I want to have a "Tucher" Weizenbier. It's a crystal clear. Do you have this for Susan and me??
| | | spapad wrote: | | I'll take what ever Michael is drinking! And then I'm gonna listen to the music your putting out! Thanks to you both, I am feeling brighter.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | That's the spirit Spapad, crying helps dont hold it back but if you go to him be strong and support him in this darkend hour.
anayway let's put on the music and can i get ya something spapad dear xxxxx
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [spapad] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:53:22 PM | |
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It's a shame some members find his inncuous comments funny, I did not find them funny, they were insulting in the fact that they were not genuine.
I don't know if Phantom A7 was Drarryn, or just some mighty mischeivious board member. But either way, the person lacks class and is to be pittied.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:46:53 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | "The worthless warrior" was Norman.
"Phantom A7" was Darryn.
| | | spapad wrote: | | She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:52:50 PM | |
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Yeah!! That's the right one. Thanx my friend!!
Cheers Susan!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:50:28 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Shadow gets two tucher beers for michael and susan
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I want to have a "Tucher" Weizenbier. It's a crystal clear. Do you have this for Susan and me??
| | | spapad wrote: | | I'll take what ever Michael is drinking! And then I'm gonna listen to the music your putting out! Thanks to you both, I am feeling brighter.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | That's the spirit Spapad, crying helps dont hold it back but if you go to him be strong and support him in this darkend hour.
anayway let's put on the music and can i get ya something spapad dear xxxxx
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:50:56 PM | |
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Take a look to the profile of the "Hot!!!! For love" account, now "Locked_and_Loaded", one of Darryns accounts here. Look at the profile pic. Yep, both are idiots!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:47:28 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | Yeh, when the idiot took my face, and a bad picture at that, and put it on his account as "My bitch" I talked to Murray to have that crap removed, and in it's place, he wrote in comments, BANNED, that's why I think your second imposter was the Norman idiot.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's good. Thanx for the info.
I have send Murray a pm and he have banned the both accounts completely, so all my private informations and my pic was deleted.
| | | spapad wrote: | | She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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| [ShadowVT] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:50:28 PM | |
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Shadow gets two tucher beers for michael and susan
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:40:20 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I want to have a "Tucher" Weizenbier. It's a crystal clear. Do you have this for Susan and me??
| | | spapad wrote: | | I'll take what ever Michael is drinking! And then I'm gonna listen to the music your putting out! Thanks to you both, I am feeling brighter.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | That's the spirit Spapad, crying helps dont hold it back but if you go to him be strong and support him in this darkend hour.
anayway let's put on the music and can i get ya something spapad dear xxxxx
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [spapad] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:47:28 PM | |
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Yeh, when the idiot took my face, and a bad picture at that, and put it on his account as "My bitch" I talked to Murray to have that crap removed, and in it's place, he wrote in comments, BANNED, that's why I think your second imposter was the Norman idiot.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:44:07 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's good. Thanx for the info.
I have send Murray a pm and he have banned the both accounts completely, so all my private informations and my pic was deleted.
| | | spapad wrote: | | She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
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spapad wrote: |
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:46:53 PM | |
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"The worthless warrior" was Norman.
"Phantom A7" was Darryn.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:41:27 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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I wont worry about kicking him in the nuts because he wont have a clue where I will be! Made damn sure of that!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:38:36 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Kick him in his nuts 'Cause he don't need them and an asshole like him deserved it!!
| | | spapad wrote: | | Let's talk about my favorite subject! Yes, I'm going to see Priest this year but the location is not what I will say, just in case Norman is still about. LOL
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Shadow's back after completing the paperwork for a vessel that completed loading
" very wise words michael "
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:44:07 PM | |
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That's good. Thanx for the info.
I have send Murray a pm and he have banned the both accounts completely, so all my private informations and my pic was deleted.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:41:27 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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She will be back Michael, she's had some computer issues and she's tired of the fucktards! Cant blame her, I would say. I have personally chosen not to argue with anyone anymore unless they give me good solid reason to do, no more looking on the horizon for me. I'm glad Murray took out your imposters, that was just re-gosh-darn-diculous! I noticed one of them's name was BANNED. Ya know, Norman has no oringality, bet it was him, HA!!! [Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM)
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
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I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
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Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
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Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
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Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:40:20 PM | |
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I want to have a "Tucher" Weizenbier. It's a crystal clear. Do you have this for Susan and me??
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:37:25 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | I'll take what ever Michael is drinking! And then I'm gonna listen to the music your putting out! Thanks to you both, I am feeling brighter.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | That's the spirit Spapad, crying helps dont hold it back but if you go to him be strong and support him in this darkend hour.
anayway let's put on the music and can i get ya something spapad dear xxxxx
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:38:36 PM | |
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Kick him in his nuts 'Cause he don't need them and an asshole like him deserved it!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:34 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | Let's talk about my favorite subject! Yes, I'm going to see Priest this year but the location is not what I will say, just in case Norman is still about. LOL
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Shadow's back after completing the paperwork for a vessel that completed loading
" very wise words michael "
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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I'll take what ever Michael is drinking! And then I'm gonna listen to the music your putting out! Thanks to you both, I am feeling brighter.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:34:57 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | That's the spirit Spapad, crying helps dont hold it back but if you go to him be strong and support him in this darkend hour.
anayway let's put on the music and can i get ya something spapad dear xxxxx
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:35:41 PM | |
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Yep!! Where's DC?? Gawd, I miss my Australian metal chick so much!!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:29:01 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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Let's talk about my favorite subject! Yes, I'm going to see Priest this year but the location is not what I will say, just in case Norman is still about. LOL
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by ShadowVT from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:25:31 PM)| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | Shadow's back after completing the paperwork for a vessel that completed loading
" very wise words michael "
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [ShadowVT] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:34:57 PM | |
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That's the spirit Spapad, crying helps dont hold it back but if you go to him be strong and support him in this darkend hour.
anayway let's put on the music and can i get ya something spapad dear xxxxx
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:29:01 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [spapad] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:29:01 PM | |
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Thank you Michael and Koen. I need to get a grip and at least be happy for now, there is nothing I can do, so why cry like I have been. Got to get a positive attitude, and be ready tomorrow morning to take Flora with me.
Let's talk about anything! Saddle up to the bar and just shoot the shit! I'm ready now.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:22:11 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [ShadowVT] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:25:31 PM | |
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Shadow's back after completing the paperwork for a vessel that completed loading
" very wise words michael "
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:22:11 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:22:11 PM | |
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Hey, don't mention it! We're friends and you was there for me last year too. Anytime again sweetie! Anytime!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:13:07 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [spapad] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:13:07 PM | |
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I don't think I'm going to tell Flora about some of this, because she does not need to worry. I need to straighten up and act right, she is napping right now, but I cant be falling apart on her. She adores her Pawpaw, she would be very upset to know this. I will try to downplay it until we find out what is really going on.
Thank you Michael, for being there for me, I do appriciate it so very much!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:07:20 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:07:20 PM | |
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No sweetie, that's not wrong. Sometimes it's strange 'Cause to cry and show tears is one way of us to tell how much we love special persons (family, good friends and so on). Ya, tonight you're a mess because of your fear, but tomorrow you're a little bit stronger.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:47:41 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [spapad] Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:47:41 PM | |
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I will try to be, although I usually cry at the drop of a hat. If I go there, I will cry. I have never been able to avoid that. I'm too empathetic for my own good.
If I cry in front of him now it would not be right. I'm thinking I wont go till tomorrow. I will be a mess tonight. Too close to me right now. Is that wrong?
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:43:31 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [Phantom A6] Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:43:31 PM | |
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That's normal, but don't show him your fears. Sometimes daddys little princesses have to be brave girls.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by spapad from Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:38:53 PM)| | | spapad wrote: | | I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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| [spapad] Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:38:53 PM | |
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I will do that. I just hurt right now. I fear for him.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by Phantom A6 from Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:36:13 PM)| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | I know sweetie. All you can do (and that's a lot) is to be there for him, in your thoughts too. Show him your love and how much you need him.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Thank you Michael! I just want him to be better, he was just fine yesterday! It just came on him all of a sudden. He called Flora last night to plan to go have dinner with his older grandchildren at Virginia Tech today. Very suprsing.
| | | Phantom A6 wrote: | | Hi sweetie, big hugs from me for you too.
| | | spapad wrote: | | Hi Koen, my adventures for the day have ground to a halt. My father is in hospital with what appears to be, after hours being there, a small intestinal blockage. He will be held there till Tomorrow or Monday depending on how long it takes to completely empty his intestines. He will have surgery.
I wouldn't be so worried, except for the fact he had colorectal cancer about ten years ago, and now I'm scared. Nothing I can do, but wait.
| | | ShadowVT wrote: | | hellow Spapad xxxXXXXxxxx big hug
| | | spapad wrote: | | | Anyone in right now? I could really use a friend to talk to. |
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